Hannah (han16nah319) wrote,

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And Everyday's The Same....

So, I was sitting here and thinking, about how some people feel like their life has become "routine". It's because it has. It's always been a "routine". Think about it...

We wake up in the morning. (Some)We go to school. Some of us have jobs, After school we go to work. After work, we either hang with friends or go home. When we get home it's either online, tv or bed. Then the routine starts all over again.

And inbetween School and Work. Some of us have Boyfriends/Girlfriends (and extra activites like having a band). So inbetween work and school we squeeze them in. We date out Boyfriends/Girlfriends weeks, months and sometimes years. We fall in love with each other. Sometimes feelings fade on both sides or it's just one sided. Either way, your heart breaks. And even that becomes a routine! Then now you're back out in the market. Meeting people. Finding new interests in Girls/Boys and starting the (what might be) Painful Process... all over again.

So now you're older. You get married, You wake up, go to bed and have sex with that some person for the REST of your life. New routine. Then you start a family. Taking care of the baby now fits into your Work/Husband/Friend Schdule! But then, the heartache can still break in... Divorce, then seperating and custody of children.

How can Love be so thoughtless, so cruel?

But ok, say you're marriage has no problems. (Not to sound mean) But someone has to die sometime. And there's the heartache there.

Life is a never ending "routine". Everything is "routine"

All I know right now... Is that I do not want to go through another heartbreak, No not now... not for a VERY VERY long time. But I can't predict the future...

How many times is my heart going to be broken before I die? Or will my heartbreaks end up being the death of me?

It isn't exciting reciting the stories
Of kind words turned hurting
When routine gets boring
Both getting tired of punk rock clubs
And both playing in punk rock bands
The start was something good
But some good things must end

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